This event as narrated by St.Mark is pretty similar but - if we listen - the Word of God will impact us differently each time it is announced to us.
When this Gospel was being proclaimed today I kept thinking – “int tallab?” (Are you a beggar?). I was listening but i kept “hearing” the words “int tallab? …int tallab?”
This man was a beggar.
And he was sitting on the side of the road: outcast.
He was a REAL beggar!
He was one who would beg no matter how much people told him to be quiet!
And IF you were a beggar, what would you beg for?
This man was begging God and people were trying to silence him but he kept at it – refusing to stop before God answered.
…IF I were a beggar would I be like him?
…would I be that good at it:
Patient? Humble? Determined? Tusting enough?
- if I begged would I continue despite voices that try to silence me?
Look around you and you’ll see:
There are voices all around us - sometimes even within us - trying to silence what is good and holy! (…worse still these voices often times actually promote the very opposite!)
> you believe in God? Come on its 2009!!
> you pray?! Are you like 5 years old?
> what you actually go to Mass?!?! Get a life!?
Not to mention other things which are not exactly about God:
> Sex within marriage only? Are you ok?
…and who needs Marriage anyway? – just cohabitate!
(odd thing is that people with same-sex attraction actually WANT “marriage”!)
So all around us - sometimes within us too - are voices which try to silence us but a real beggar would keep begging!
Jesus,
Sometimes we think it is all in vain – but this beggar did not!
He kept shouting till Jesus answered Him.
…and I kept thinking – would I do that?
Would I be that kind of beggar?
He got healed! His sight was restored!
- he did not need sight of faith for he had that:
his begging reflected his faith and it healed him!
Would I beg Him as this man did – beg Him till He answers?
Maybe I should consider the Apostles’ prayer:
“Lord increase our faith!”
And if at the start he was an outcast – sitting on the roadside - he was certainly no longer that by the end of the Gospel! God Himself called Him and, given that he answered this call and proceeded to follow Jesus, he was certainly a friend now: of Jesus!